Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 7, 2010 22:31:04 GMT 10
The young cub laid in Jacob's shed, in his wolf form napping, it was early morning and Jessie was sleeping there since midnight, with his parents arguing again the teenager could not stand to be near them. Jessie slowly opened his eyes and let out a wolf like yawn and looked around it was still dark.
The teenager liked being in his wolf form even though he found it strange most of the time. no matter how hard he tried to think other wise he still thought as sam & Jacob as cult leaders and talsa a cult member although he had yet to meet the other members of the pack. Jessie wagged his tail and thought of jacob he was a cool guy, and kind of hot the teenage cub kept thinking about jacobs attractive body and he gave a wolfy grin, he could smell jacob inside and wondered if he was still asleep in his room.
The cub laid his head on the ground and went back to sleep.
Post by Jacob Black on Dec 7, 2010 22:41:00 GMT 10
Waking up at the sound of an owl landing upon the roof, giving out a 'hoot' before flying off again, Jacob looked out to the almost dawn sky. His lips pursed with both the want of going back to sleep and to get up and work on his motorbike.
He sighed getting up and quietly opening his window, jumping outside, making sure not to wake his father so early in the morning. He quickly walked over to his shed, opening the doors and turning on the light. It was dark as midnight inside, he didn't really want the lights on, but if he was going to work, he needed them.
The lights flicked on and he seen a blond wolf asleep in his shed. He wondered why Jessie was asleep in his shed of all places? Though he wasn't worried that he young pup took refuge in his shed. "What are you doing here Jess?" he asked, standing at the door, walking in and closing it behind him. He was a little worried to why the pup had stayed but.
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 7, 2010 22:52:01 GMT 10
Jessie resumed sleeping and fell asleep as visions and imagry flashed in his mind one of them was being hugged by jacob. and kissed by him the cub felt something bright and he opened his eyes to see the light flicker on, he looked at jacob and whimpered and used his paws to cover his eyes.
Jessie waited a few moments and heard jacob. He gave a wolf like yawn and moved to sit up, he looked at jacob wagging his tail. staying in wolf form.
Post by Jacob Black on Dec 7, 2010 22:58:51 GMT 10
Jacob shook his head with a light laugh as he seen Jessie awake, covering his eyes with his paws, before getting up and wagging his tail. At least he could now see that the pup was okay. He hadn't had anyone apart from Emby sleep in his shed before and that was only because he finially got around to telling his mother that he was a werewolf.
"Are you going to make me phase? " he asked, his tone light and with some humour, like he wasn't worried if he did phase, though he rathered if Jessie was the one to shift.
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 7, 2010 23:06:42 GMT 10
Jessie wagged his tail as he watched jacob, the cub heard jacob's question and thought about it [well if I stay this way it avoids me having to answer him & also hides my facial expressions, but if i do and he phases he will be able to read my thoughts aww man i guess i got no choice.] and whimpered before he phased crouching.
The teenager looked up at jacob and smiled sheepishly, "um...hi Jacob." he spoke crouching naked. he smiled and picked himself up and ran behind the work bench hiding his jewels "uh...what are you doing here." he asked trying to evade jacob's question before he could repeat it.
Post by Jacob Black on Dec 7, 2010 23:12:37 GMT 10
Jacob was unable to contain a small laugh to how Jessie was acting so shy. He picked up his backpack from the door of his shed and threw it over to Jessie. "Here. You can use them if you want," he said with humour still covering his voice thickly.
"What do you mean, 'what am I doing here?' It's my shed," he shook his head, a little confused, as he turned his back to the young pup so he could change in peace.
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 7, 2010 23:24:30 GMT 10
Jessie heard jacob's laugh and caught the backpack as soon as jacob threw it at him "thanks" Jessie started to get dressed as jacob spoke and turned his head so jessie could get dressed in private
The boy got dressed into jacobs clothing, he felt weird dressing in jacob's clothing he grinned with images oh jacob in these clothing he realized he started to get turned on [rossie odonald, rossie odonald rossie odonald] he thought to himself and started to cool off. With a sigh jessie walked out in jacob's shorts. "I uh...don't know why I came" he lied to jacob. The teenager stretched and sat on the ground he didn't like being in his human form.
"Ah huh.." Jacob nodded, not really believing Jessie for a second. He walked over to his motorbike beside Jessie, sitting on it and looking down to him. "So do you're parents know where you are?" he asked, hoping they did, so he wouldn't have the police come to the house looking for him. The last thing he needed was Charlie showing up at the time of the morning that it was, after what Jacob had done ten years ago for Bella and Renesmee. He still couldn't get the images of Charlie's face out of his mind, nor the fact that Charlie saw him naked.
Jacob slapped his forehead with his palm with the thought of it coming to him over and over, even when he tried to think of something else. Even thinking of Renesmee didn't help...
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 8, 2010 1:59:57 GMT 10
Jessie shooked his head "no they won't notice im gone, their probably still fighting or watching on of their movies...either way i put some pillows under the blanket so i should be fine....i went for a run and wound up coming here istead" he answered jacob, the teenager looked at jacob on the motorbike and smiled, he thought Jacob looked sexy on the bike.
The teenager remembered talsa and smiled, Talsa was deffinetly hot. The boy thought a great deal about the three men he seemed to be lusting over and smiled getting lost in his own perverted thoughts. "um why are you up." jessie asked jacob curiously.
Hearing what Jessie had to say made Jacob frown and looked away from him. He didnt even understand why Jessie's news upset him, it wasn't like he knew what it was like for his own parents to be fighting, as he didn't know his mother long enough to hear her or her father fighting. "Do they fight often?" he asked, looking up to his friend?
Jacob leant back against the handle bar's of his bike, trying to remember if he had fixed them yet or if he was mistraking this bike's handle bars for anothers he fixed. He last thing he needed was the bars to break under his wait and then have to find a new set...
"An owl woke me," he said, startled by a creak sound behind him, leaping into the air and phasing automatically as he jumped, turning back to see the bike's handle bars breaking off the front. He rolled his eyes, annoyed that he had broke his bike and that he had shreaded his favourite pair of jeans. He kicked his paw against the dirt annoyed. 'Stupid idiot!' his thought muttered.
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 8, 2010 3:02:01 GMT 10
Jessie looked at jacob "sort of they dont fight seriously most of the time...its just bickering...my parents are just annoying...I can't stand them and on top of that their..." Jessie stopped he looked down [their total homophobs, they hate gays...they would probably hate me too if they knew I was gay] he thought to himself.
The teenager was shocked as Jacob pounced into the air and phased Jessie looked at jacob wondering why he did that, but the teenager could not help, but smile he loved Jacob's wolf form he was a cute dog just as he was a cute guy.
Jessie got up and walked to wolf jacob and petted him on the sides. he frowned knowing sooner or later he would have to return to his parents. he continued to pet jacob and thought about jacob shirtless with his big strong arms around him and slowly traveling south the teenager began to smile.
Jacob tilted his head to the side when Jessie trailed off suddenly. He wondered why he had stopped explaining suddenly. He watched as Jessie came over and patted his sides, before smiling. Jacob stook his head, thinking how stupid his responces were acting up.
He pulled away against Jessie, looking back to him with a slight smile, walking over to his backpack and pulling out a second pair of cut off jeans. They were shorter than the ones he had just recked, but they would do for now. He walked swiftly out of the shed and around the other side to phase back. He pulled his jeans on quickly and walked back around to the entrance.
"Their?" he questioned, looking to Jessie, picking up where his friend had trailed off in the coversation.
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 8, 2010 3:28:33 GMT 10
Jessie looked at jacob as he pulled away, he saw that beautiful wolf grin and frowned, he wanted to pet jacob some more, he was such a cute doggie. The teenager watched as jacob went to another bag and phased to get changed after hiding himself.
He listened as jacob pressed on and the boy sighed "my parents are homophobs....they hate gays with a passion." he spoke sounding depressed, hearing his parents talk about gays in a bad way was hurtful, because it was hard not to take offense. Jessie was gay, he never chose it. The teenager folded his arms "My parents don't know...I keep it from them, Just as I keep being a werewolf a secret...if they knew...they would hate me I know they would....So i tend to avoid them as much as possible, the truth is I don't like going home I want to be as far from them as possible at all times." Jessie answered Jacob's question
"That would really suck," Jacob stated, walking over to Jessie and leant against the tyre of his bike, hoping that it wouldn't fall off too like the handle bars. "Even if they did know and think what they do, that doesn't change the fact that you're their blood, and son. It doesn't change who you are." Jacob smiled, looking up to his friend.
He looked away for a second, remembering what he used to be like when he was a teenager. "I used to hate coming home, cause I always thought that my father hated what I was, even know he acted like he didn't and said that he didn't, but I didn't really believe him. But then suddenly... I just felt like he approved of it, of everything, even vampires. I didn't understand it and to tell you the truth, I still don't. I don't know if it was because I just stopped caring what others thought or what... But I still don't really take any notice to what others think about me. Cause I am me, no matter what they say and think, and thats how it'll always be."
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 8, 2010 12:33:45 GMT 10
Jessie was quiet as he listened to jacob he didn't understand, how could he. "It does change who I am jacob....I don't even know who I am anymore....I was barely coping with being gay and now im a werewolf....and to top it off I have to put up with my parents....I hate being around them... I can't stand them, I just want to get far away from them as possible" he spoke quietly
Jessie looked down and frowned "everything is too real and I can't deal with it...I just want to go away...stop existing if it was possible." he spoke quietly looking at the ground.