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Post by Jacob Black on Oct 29, 2010 23:03:57 GMT 10
It was late at night, when Jacob finally came upon La Push's first beach. He looked up to the dark sky, only seeing one star above him and nothing else.
He was tense and too hot from all the stress that had been happening in the past few days.
It was really starting to get to him.
He wondered if taking the time for a cool swim would do him good or only tense himself up more? He wanted to do something relaxing and maybe try and forget everything for a few hours.
If he went to the Cullen's to see Renesmee, he was sure that Edward or Bella would have something to say to him about her, -more stress- if he went home, Rachel would only have something to say about Paul and Talsa, -more stress- and if he went for a run through the forest, the others would only want to know about Talsa, -even more stress.
Shaking his head in fustration, he pulled his shirt over his head and threw it behind him near a tree, running off into the waves of the calm ocean.
The waves where calmer than usual as Jacob lyed out on the surface of the water. He looked up to the sky, thinking deeply.
Normally, when things got too hard for Jacob, he ran off, like he used to when he was a kid.
But he couldn't do that again, now... could he?
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Post by Nessie Cullen - Account Paused on Feb 7, 2011 2:18:55 GMT 10
Nessie wanted to do her homework, but everyting she could think of was the past night with Jake. She closed the book infront of her and closed her eyes, layed her head on her hands. She smiled at what happened, lost in her thoughts and wondered how Edward didn't say anything yet to her. She knew that he could read her thoughts its not easy to hide them. And the room smelled like Jake. He must be ignoring it, she thought. In school she was alone and she really couldn't stop thinking about anything else, but here she had to be careful as long as Edward was here. She chuckled to herself and got up, decided to go for a walk, she wanted to be with Jake or at least alone to think about it all. She took her ipod and pulled her sweater over her head, just jumped out of the window, she was too lazy to explain everyone what she is doing. She put the earphones in, and turned the Volume on highest Level, and start running. Not because she wanted to hurry anywhere, because she was hyper. She twirled around herself while running and hummed the songs the ipod played, she ran through the forest to La Push, she wanted to the beach. She could try to calm down while listening to the sea, she thought. As she arrived near the beach she smelled a familar scent and she smiled. The scent she smelled the whole last night, she couldn't even remember when he left, she only knew this morning she almost overslept and she was alone. He was smart she thought, Edward woke her up. She started to walk slower and looked out for him, the wind was blowing so it was hard for her to follow his scent, but she knew he was here.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 7, 2011 3:16:04 GMT 10
His mind was deep in thought as his eyes were focused on the clouded sky above him. He couldn't help but think about the emotions and feelings he had last night with Renesmee. He had stayed in human form all day, knowing that there would be no end to hearing Embry teasing him playfully and Paul bitching to him. He didn't want them to know anything that had happened, so he wasn't going to phase for a long time. He wasn't worried about going into his wolf form anytime soon, unless it was needed that was.
His sighed, trying to forget anything that wasn’t to do with Renesmee. He let the feeling of the water pass over his finger and then he sighed again, but this time it was with the thoughts of her in his mind. He couldn’t believe how last night had felt and gone. He was surprised that Edward hadn’t caught them nor walked in on them – and not to mention that he hadn’t come after Jacob. . . . He couldn’t help but snicker when that thought entered his mind. He wished that she was around. He wanted to hold her, kiss her, whatever as long as he was with her. He was feeling protective suddenly.
The wind shifted direction and he was able to smell her sweet rose and cinnamon scent. He shook his head not believing it. He was going mad. It seemed too crazy for him to be wishing and wanting her with him and then she suddenly was. He shook his head again, still not believing it, but he couldn’t help but still wonder. He splashed the water harshly, thinking ‘What the hell?!’
He stood up in the water, looking around as her scent got stronger. He couldn’t see her, but there was a glimpse of a shadow he caught eye of. “Ness?” he called out loudly, looking around again.
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Post by Nessie Cullen - Account Paused on Feb 7, 2011 4:27:36 GMT 10
She walked to the beach, looked around for him as she heard his voice calling her Name. "Jake? I'm here.." She saw someone in the water, but wasn't sure if it's him. So she walked slowly towards the person. As she saw it was him, she started running faster, ran into the water and into his arms. "I miss you" She whispered "you left this morning. I wondered where you are" She closed her eyes and enjoyed the feeling to be with him again. She missed this feeling, even if it was only a few hours ago that she was in his arms.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 7, 2011 4:52:53 GMT 10
He couldn’t believe it when he heard her voice call back out to him. It all felt like a dream to him, a great dream. He held her tightly once he felt her in his embrace, not wanting to let go for a second. “I missed you too,” he murmured huskily, letting his grip go just enough to see her beautiful face. He smiled, still keeping her close to him. “I had to. I’m sorry,” he murmured looking into her eyes. He had missed her so much.
He leant in and kissed her softly, keeping one arm around her shoulders, keeping her warm from the coldness of the water and breeze blowing around them. Twining their fingers together, brushing his thumb over top of her hand. “I’ve missed you so much,” he said huskily, leaning his forehead down on hers softly, glaring at the sand. “What did your dad say?” he looked back to her, wondering how much grief she had been given this morning. He wished that he had been there to protect her and make everything okay.
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Post by Nessie Cullen - Account Paused on Feb 7, 2011 5:12:02 GMT 10
She shaked her head chuckling. "nothing, he acts like he doesn't know anything, but I'm sure he knows, even Alice wrinkled her nose at the smell this morning." She smiled up at him, slightly blushing as she thought of that moment this morning. Alices reaction scared her, and she was shaking as she thought of Edward but nothing, he acted like usual. She shrugged her shoulders. "I have no idea why he didn't say anything. It worries me, it's scary, don't you think?" She bit her lip and hugged him tight, burried her face into his chest.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 7, 2011 5:31:13 GMT 10
He tilited his head the the set, looking at her rather shocked. He couldn't believe that Edward hadn't said anything at all. He turned a little red in the face when she mentioned Alice. He pursed his lips, trying to hold back the smug smile from her sight. "Do you think that she 'knew' anything?" he murmured, still trying to get the thoughts out of his head of what Alice may have throught.
He nodded, holding her closer to him as she hid her face in his chest. He liked this. Her closed, them both alone. He wanted more of it, more often and he didn't care what he would have to do to get it. He just knew that he wanted it. "It makes me wonder what he's thinking, and knows" he agreed. "Has he ever even . . ." he paused, not sure how to put the right words together without making her feel uncomfortable. "Had the talk with you?" He could feel his face go hot as he spoke. He felt stupid about asking. He already knew her answer, and if he hadn't known better, he would have sworn that it hadn't been her first time with someone.
He felt proud at the thought, that her first was with him and his was with her. He wouldn't have had it any other way and glad that it was like that.
His hand ran up and down her arm slowly, then feeling her hold him tighter yet again. He placed a small kiss on her temple, his back against the wind so that she would stay warmer against him. He loved the feeling of the water flowing around and between them, it was so calmly and pieceful.
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Post by Nessie Cullen - Account Paused on Feb 7, 2011 13:39:17 GMT 10
Nessie couldn't help herself but laugh as he asked about "The Talk". She looked up at him and shaked her head. "No silly, he didn't. I had that talk with auntie Rosie, I wanted to know stuff and I asked her.. It was always easier to talk with Rosalie about things like that." She shrugged her shoulders and thought back at that again. It was just an usual talk between girls, she never had an awkward feeling talking to Rosalie about that. "I don't know if Alice knows.. I guess she doesn't even think about that because of Dad, you know?" She hoped it was like that, and not that they are waiting for her at home to get back. And to tell her she can't see Jake ever again. She would run away, for sure but still she didn't want to loose her Family.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 7, 2011 15:34:20 GMT 10
He smiled slightly down upon her, and nodded as he listened. “I know that feeling. I always asked Rachel when she was around,” he admitted, looking up to the dark clouded sky above them. It was a nice night to him. He liked the rain, the cool weather, but he hated the snow and the clouds covering the moonlight. He loved seeing the moon, especially when it came to him swimming in the ocean. His hand dripped into the water and reached over her back. He smiled down at her, enjoying their time together alone. “So how are you since last night?” he whispered, running his hand over her shoulder and arm, looking down to her, with a smile still playing on his lips.
Holding her tightly as a thought came to mind. He shuddered a little and looked down to her. “You came here alone?” he asked, looking into her eyes frantic. He thought he already knew the answer, but he needed to hear the words, but at the same time he didn’t want to. He was too scared to hear them.
He grimaced looking away, “No,” he murmured to himself, turning back to her and holding her tightly, upset. It had been a long and hard day on him and suddenly all the memories of what had happened came flooding back to him. His hands slowly ran over her, making sure that she was okay. He sighed deeply, pulling her into his chest, holding her softly in one arm, his hand resting on her waist with his other resting on her heart. He looked into her eyes, searching for something and when he didn’t find it, he couldn’t help but get the urged to kiss her, his last detail in making sure she was okay, that she was here with him and she was fully okay. It took a while for him to finally calm down, relax and realized that she was there with him.
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Post by Nessie Cullen - Account Paused on Feb 9, 2011 10:24:28 GMT 10
She closed her eyes as she felt his lips on hers. That was what she needed at this moment. Her arms wrapped around him tightly, pulling him closer to her. She ran her hand up and down his back, while she kissed his lips softly. She pulled away from him slowly, smirking at him. "What do you think about me introducing you at home as my new boyfriend?" She wasn't serious, just curious about his reaction. "I mean, we should make it officiall as soon as possible, right?" She looked up at him, waited for his reaction and his answer.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 10, 2011 16:20:55 GMT 10
“Can you promise me something?” he murmured in a faint tone, still worried as hell. “Don’t ever step out the door without someone at your side. ” Leaning down, looking into her gorgeous brown eyes. “I mean it Renesmee. Don’t go anywhere without someone. I’ll be around more, I promise.” He grimaced with the thoughts that entered his mind.
The day had long been and hard on him. It was defiantly one of the worst days he had in quite a while. “I need to know that you’re going to be staying safe.” His eyes squeezed shut, pulling her to him, holding her closely and tightly against his chest, pressing his lips against hers, not been able to help but want to know that she was there and safe with him. He smiled slightly under her lips as she pulled him closer to her and running her hands up and down his back.
He wished that she hadn’t pulled away from him to speak, but he didn’t protest. He looked down to her, curious to what he could tell she was a little excited about. He smiled crookedly down at her. It had been the best thing he had heard all day.
‘ What do you think about me introducing you at home as my new boyfriend? I mean, we should make it official as soon as possible, right?" [/i]’ “ I would love that,” he murmured, running his hand up her back, keeping her warm from the breeze that was getting even colder. He could feel the night setting in. He sighed, knowing that she would have to go home soon. He hated that she had to leave. He wished that they had their own lives together, with no one else making up the rules but them. He scoffed slightly to himself. He still sounded like a teenager, even at twenty-six, but he didn’t care. It was what he liked about been able to live forever, with the love of his life; they both acted the same, like stupid teenagers in love, even with the sixteen year age difference. He was physically sixteen forever and she was physically eighteen forever, though, he still looked the oldest. [/size][/blockquote] |
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Post by Nessie Cullen - Account Paused on Feb 14, 2011 10:42:24 GMT 10
She smirked at his answer. "Are you serious? I mean.. I can't promise that Dad won't attack you.." She knew he couldn't do anything to him, but she still loved to tease Jake. "And when should we do that? Should I better prepare them? Hehe.." She thought about that how they would react, but she really didn't knew.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 15, 2011 2:35:51 GMT 10
He couldn't help but laugh when she mentioned her father attacking him. "I think if that was going to happen, it would have already," he laughed, not able to help himself. Yeah sure it was a possiblity, but it wasn't something that worried Jacob too much. He was a big boy and could look after himself. His skills had improved a lot since his and Edward's. . . rivalry back before Renesmee had been born. One vampire alone taking him on was easy.
"Whenever you think is best," he smiled. "I guess you have to go soon?" He looked up to the sky in wonder of what she was thinking. He thought how good it would be to be like Edward and read her mind.
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Post by Nessie Cullen - Account Paused on Feb 15, 2011 3:02:14 GMT 10
She rolled her eyes as he mentioned she had to leave "Yeah.. unfortunately. Thank you for reminding. I have one hour left until they freak out" She lied but she didn't care. They could always call her, she had her phone with her. She smiled sweetly at Jake thinking about what they could do in that hour. She knew he would not believe you but couldn't care less about it than herself.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 15, 2011 3:25:20 GMT 10
He pulled a face, pouting like a little kid."My bad," he murmured, thinking. A hour was all he had with her. He wished that he had all night with her again like last night. He liked spending long periods of time with her, he loved it. He smiled smug with a thought that came to him. "You think that they'll freak out if they think that I'm taking you hunting for the night?" he couldn't help but want to know what she thought. He knew it wasn't a very good idea if they ever found out, but how would they find out? A crooked smile spread across his lips. He loved been sneaky.
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