"How does it change you? Cause I would still see the same person before or after . The only part of you that it changes is what you like. That's is. Is it enough to really say that it makes you different? I wouldn't say its big enough to." he smiled. " Sometimes, getting away for a while is the best thing to do, to sort yourself out, clear you're head and mind and get over and out of things." Jacob looked out the window of his shed, seeing the rain falling outside. "I can't really say anything to help you with you're parents, apart from tell them how you feel. I've never both my parents around enough to ever have that happen..." his voice turned low when he spoke of his parents. He still missed his mother a whole lot.
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 9, 2010 13:24:08 GMT 10
jessie looked at jacob he listened, but Jacob was missing the point, he didn't understand he couldn't. [how could he understand...he is not gay, his parents arn't homophobic, he dosn't have to hear them call gay people sick in the head and unnatural and other names he will never understand what it's like to be me, to have it that everyone in my life would turn their backs on me for being born the way i was..] He thought to himself.
The teenager felt his entire body shake with rage, it really annoyed him that jacob thought some family tv sentemental bullcrap would make everything all better "sure whatever" he grumbled out of rage. the teenager picked himself up he was going to snap, he was panting for air, but nothing happened the boy ran out into the rain stripping off as he ran and phased into his wolf form. Jessie walked around in his wolf form in the rain, he loved the rain, getting wet & it's scent everything about it made him happy, except for now. The teenager was still furious. the wolf eventually sat in the rain, before laying on his stomach.
Post by Shadow Fang on Dec 10, 2010 11:57:23 GMT 10
//this might need a girl character to lighten the mood lol//
Shadow Fang(as a black wolf) was wandering through the foliage. she had been hanging around La Push for awhile now, paying extra attention to Sam. She didn't know why she hung around so long for this area. It could have been because of the attractiveness for Sam, yeah, it had to be that.
The she wolf came to a stop, spotting a 'newer' wolf. She growl quietly, her fur slowly standing on end. Sure, she wasn't the largest wolf(she was rather skinny, her ribs almost showing), but she still had a lot of spunk. Shadow Fang growled darkly, slowly approaching the male wolf, not liking the stranger.
//btw its nothing against you Jes, Shadow Fang is just super uneasy around strangers//
Post by Jacob Black on Dec 10, 2010 16:00:41 GMT 10
Jacob could see that what he had said wasn't helping one bit. He seen the boy start shaking as he ran out of the shed and phased. Jacob looked down and away, a little annoyed at himself. He phased and walked outside to Jessie lying down. 'I'm sorry Jessie. I don't fully understand what you're feeling and going through. I'm just trying to tell you what I found worked for me," Jacob leant down to the ground and rested his head into Jessie's shoulder. 'My mum dided when I was little, so I can't really help with things like parents,' he chuckled, trying not to show the pain.
Suddenly Jacob smelt a new scent in the air and heard a dark familiar growl. 'Shadow Fang?' he questioned, stepping out of the shadow of the he was in, making him almost invisable to anyone who didn't know he was there.
He got up and stood in front of Jessie, knowing that he would be more than likely fear her to the way she was acting, though it didn't worry Jacob, Fang's behaviour, she was only protecting herself. 'It's okay Fang. He's with me.'
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 10, 2010 21:54:54 GMT 10
Jessie was in his wolf form, he felt his anger boil over his body, he had felt this way a lot lately he had trouble with his temper The wolf let out a quiet sigh his anger was pretty much burning him up, he stopped when he heard jacob's story [im...im sorry I didn't know.] he thought to jacob after hearing his side. the wolf cub closed his eyes and saw flashes at first, he could see something moving through the forest it was faint at first, but the wolf visions became clearer much to his horror.
It was another vision something he had worked hard keeping from Jacob & everyone else about his weirness. the pup worked hard to block it out, and the visions went away, he knew it was too late jacob probably would have seen the visions. The wolf cub watched as a black wolf came out at first Jessie thought it was sam with anirexia, but he stepped back afraid, the stranger wolf growed and faith yelped he was suprised jacob came in front of him,Jessie laid on his stomach and closed his eyes and placed his paws over his eyes afraid. he knew it was pointless he could still see everything through jacob's eyes, he continued to whimper frightened.
ooc made this for you scary lady, my other text ideas would be she will huff and puff and blow you down...chose not to, some other ideas i had was poster child for anger managment programs & you think she is bad now wait till its that time of the month
Post by Shadow Fang on Dec 11, 2010 9:05:28 GMT 10
//lol thanks but i think its a bit too child-like for Fang's nasty temper thanks for the effort though : )//
Shadow Fang continued to growl, her body leaned forward slightly, ready to spring and bring death to the runt. That was when Jacob stepped in. She kept her stance for a moment before slowly relaxing. Her fur slowly returned to laying flat against her back. She lowered her head in respect before slowly padding over to the runt.
Shadow Fang looked down at him through her amber eyes, as though observing him. She walked a half-circle around the boy, just looking him over before walking back in front of Jacob and sat down on her haunches, cocking her head to the side. Her way of asking through body language, 'why him? He's just a runt!'
Post by Jacob Black on Dec 11, 2010 15:49:52 GMT 10
New visions of what Jaocb thought Jessie was seeing, entered his mind and sight, not helping him to focus on what Fang was doing apart from growling. He looked back to Jessie with an odd look, wondering why the pup hadn't told him his ability before and why he was trying to keep it from him now?
Jacob rolled his eyes and half chuckled when Jessie covered his eyes with his paws. He turned back to Fang, seeing how she was speaking to him with her body language. 'He needed help, what else was there to do?' he asked, looking to her with softly eyes. He could easily see how Fang had gotten the impression of 'why him?' Jessie did look like he was on the weaker side to the rest of his pack, but Jacob wasn't one for turning someone away when they needed help and didn't know where to go to seak it.
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 11, 2010 16:47:20 GMT 10
Jessie kept his paws over his eyes and laid on his belly, he was afraid. He wished Talsa was here, he felt safe with Talsa, as much as Jessie tried to push the visions out of his head he saw more images flash in as glances of jacob looking at him before he looked at him jessoe let out a whimper as he kept his paws over his eyes
The cub whimpered hearing gang's growl he really wished Talsa was here now, he whimpered his coat shivering. Jessie slowly removed his right paw from over his eye and opened it he saw the black wolf was still there and walking around them.
Jessie closed his eyes again and put the paws over his eyes, he whimpered in a wolfy fashion shivering a little. he heard jacob speak to the wolf the entire time jessie kept quiet not sure on what to do or say.
Post by Shadow Fang on Dec 12, 2010 1:48:45 GMT 10
Shadow Fang gave a huff of breath. Her way of accepting how things were, despite how she didn't like it very much. She walked over to the pup and nudged him slightly. She seemed to raise an eyebrow at the pup and shook her head as she walked over to the near by folliage. She seemed to smirk, spotting a small rabbit. Shadow Fang clamped her jaws over the small rodent and effortless snapped her jaws shut, killing the poor animal.
Post by Jacob Black on Dec 12, 2010 22:26:17 GMT 10
Jacob kept a close eye on Fang, making sure that she was only checking out Jessie and nothing else. His ears were laid against his head, warning Fang not to hurt the nestest member of the pack, though he didn't think that she would try and hurt Jess while he was around.
He nudged Jessie's shoulder with his nose, trying to comfort him. "I'm not going to let anything happen to you Jessie, so stop worrying." He smiled, looking down on him, then turned around to see Fang running after a small rabbit. He looked away as he seen Fang going after it, knowing that he was going to kill it. He heard the small snap and he shuddered. "I could have gotten you some human food if you had asked," Jacob said softly, looking to her. He hated hunting animals, one because he hated having to run after it, scaring it half to death before it was dead. Two because he rathered real cooked meat and then three he hated the feeling of fur he had to go through before getting to the meal. Only ever Jacob would hunt after animals, was when he had no other choice but to hunt and still he hated it.
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 12, 2010 23:26:59 GMT 10
Jessie whimpered softly as he saw the cold hearted she wolf, through jacob's eyes she was intimidating and frightful. he laid still with his paws over his eyes as he felt her nudge him, the pup let out a whimper.
the pup could see Jacob look at him and lean down to nudge him in the shoulder comforting him. He heard jacobs thoughts in his head telling him not to worry [thanks jacob] he thought to his alpha quietly and timidly, fang was right he was the weakest of the pack.
the pup lowered his paws and slowly opened his eyes wagging his tail feeling comforted. the cub looked at jacob and looked past Jacob to see fang, Jessie immediantly wish that he haden't he watched as she went off and killed a poor bunny, the boy whimpered quietly feeling sorry for the poor rabbit, he looked at the female wolf and the words heartless bitch came to mind.
Jessie's body trembled from what could have been mistaken for fear was actually rage, the pups ears went back as he continued to tremble with rage as he thought about running to fang pouncing her and biting the crap out of her, the wolf cub knew jacob could see the thoughts, he started to crawl on his stomach little watching fang he could feel it, he was going to snap and attack her unless he was ordered not to.
Post by Shadow Fang on Dec 13, 2010 1:41:14 GMT 10
Fang happily ate her meal in the brush, knowing the sight might be a little 'too grisly' for the pup. She finished the meal in less then a minute. She licked her chomps and emerged from the brush, looking over at the pup. He seemed to be a little ticked off at her.
A devilish smile seemed to cross Fang's face as she looked at Jess. A low, menacing rumbly-growl began to form in the back of her throat. Her hackles tensed up as her fur and tail stood up, making herself appear quite a bit larger then she was as she bared her sinster fangs at the runt. She was eager for a fight, she had not had one in such a long time.
Post by Jacob Black on Dec 15, 2010 0:51:30 GMT 10
Jacob rolled his eyes at the thoughts that both Jessie and Fang had towards the rabbit. He could tell that Jessie wasn't happy with how the rabbit was killed and he could tell that Fang wasn't going to back down from a fight easily at all. He growled at the both of them, running between the two of them.
His ears were flat against his head, a warning growl rumbling through his chest as he looked to them both with narrowed and darkened eyes. He looked to Jessie a little annoyed. 'It's only a rabbit Jessie and fighting over it wont bring it back now.' He wasn't going to put up with fights, especially meanness ones.
Post by Jessie James Smith on Dec 15, 2010 7:30:22 GMT 10
Jessie let out a low growl he wanted the cruel witch to suffer [Only a rabbit....All life is special and that rabbit.died a meaningless death that could have been prevented jacob] The cub thought to jacob before letting out a whimper and laying on his stomach. the cub looked up at jacob and wished talsa was here.
Post by Shadow Fang on Dec 15, 2010 8:17:42 GMT 10
Shadow Fang knew she was being too soft. She had to assert her dominance. She was quite a bit smaller-structure wise at least- then Jacob. She nearly slid under his head and clamped her mouth down on Jesse's neck. She didn't bite, but only placed her jaws around his neck. Shadow Fang held that for a moment before springing back. Shadow Fang knew that if she rolled him over to be on his back side, he likely would have lost his life. "I need to hunt for food. It's how I was raised. Kill or starve" Shadow Fang growled darkly at the two.