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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 3, 2011 10:49:54 GMT 10
Bella wasn't sure of what to think at the moment. She was rather confused that he was saying sorry for kissing her. It was nothing to be sorry for in her mind. She had wanted him to kiss her. She had wanted a lot more than just that kiss to be honest. " Jacob, why are you sorry?" Of course Bella was not thinking of anything else at the moment other him and her.That had come out before she had bitten him..
Once she had bitten him and pulled back, licking the sweet taste of his blood from her lips and captivated by the moment, she tried to think. It was so hard for her to think. Never before had she dared to think of tasting human blood. And ...well.. Jacobs blood had tasted so good. It was hotter than what she had thought it to be though, perhaps because of him being a shifter, but she didn't know, nor did she let it bother her.
When he kissed her deeply the second time, she let herself get lost in that kiss. Sweet gods, the last time she remembered him kissing her like that was on top of the snow covered mountain. She gave out a soft little moan of breath. When he ended it to speak, she nearly whimpered out. She didn't want that kiss to end by any means. "I enjoyed it so much." Her words just an octave highter than one of a whisper. When he leaned his head up to look to the sky, she softly kissed against his jaw-line. " Jacob, I don't want any of this to stop tonight. Please...don't make it stop."
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 3, 2011 13:11:55 GMT 10
He looked away from her, not understanding why she was asking why he was saying sorry. "Edward," he murmured and looked back to her with serious eyes. I knew better, but he couldn't help what he was feeling, what he was doing. And with an inner animal, it was really making it hard for him to think clearly to what he was doing.
He smiled down on her, seeing the red thickness on her lips. He sighed with humour and noticed how she seemed to get lost within their kiss. He leant in closer, more harshly before pulling away. He noticed how her emotions changed at that point. He could see like he used that she wanted him not to stop and with noticing that at that very second she said it out loud. He looked down into her eyes, really making sure that it was what she wanted. "What do you want Bella?" he asked huskily, almost silent.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 3, 2011 13:24:11 GMT 10
When he mentioned Edward, in all honesty at the moment he was the furthest thing from her mind. Was it a bad thing he hadn't entered her thoughts? Maybe. But from the get go, she had been in love with two men. Two wonderful men, to say the least. She trusted Jacob with her very life. The two had a great past together. One with many, many memories. Well, she shook her head, not wanting to talk about Edward at the moment. " You know, Alice ...she can't read when I'm with you. Did I ever tell you that?" She wasn't sure if she had or not.
Bellas hands ran along his arms and up over his shoulders, then down across his chest. She could feel his muscles. He was muscular. Fit. Handsome. She leaned forward when he pulled away just a bit, bringing lips to kiss across his chest. Between each kiss that she spoke, she told him of her wishes and desires. " I want you and me...together.. even if its only for tonight...Jacob...You have to know what I want." She was certain that he had, too.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 3, 2011 13:39:48 GMT 10
He was confused to how suddenly she brought up Alice. "Yes, I remember, but what does that have to do with anything?" His hand brushed down the side of her arm as he spoke. He smiled with the feeling of her cool soft skin. He noticed how soft her skin was compared to the usual hardness and icyness.
His eyes closed with a slight smile coming across his lips with the feeling of her touch on his shoulders and chest, feeling her lips graze across his chest and then hearing what she wanted. She was right. He did know what she wanted just by body lanugage, but he wanted to make sure that he had been reading her right.
His eyes opened, looking down to her again. "I don't want to take advantage of you," he murmured, leaning down on her and kissing her for a second, then leaning away to look at her.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 3, 2011 13:47:41 GMT 10
Isabella looked at him a moment. To her, it was easy what Alice had to do with it. With a deep breath, she tried to explain what she meant." When I'm with you here on the reservation, or probably anywhere for that matter, they can't see me. Alice doesn't have visions of my future when I'm with you." She hoped that would make sense. It did to her anyhow, but then again she was the vampire.
Her moist lips met his in his brief kiss. Mmm. There was no doubt she could get lost in his kisses. As her eyes reopen, she tipped her head up enough so that she could peer into his eyes. " Jacob, you could never take advantage of me. Besides, I do want this. I would of never of been here with you tonight, if I hadn't."
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 3, 2011 14:07:05 GMT 10
He smirked crookedly, his face half turned away from her, understanding what she meant with Alice now. His hand ran slowly down her arm, holding her wrist for a second and then dropping into the water beside them. He paid careful attention to the feeling of the water flowing between his fingers. Feeling relaxed with the feeling. He always found that the ocean and water relaxed him, and let him think clearer whenever he was around it.
He turned a redish tone in the face suddenly as a thought entered his mind. He didn't know how to explain it to her. "Bella... you do know... that..." he paused repeatingly, not wanting to say the exact words. He looked to her, wondering if she already got what he meant without the exact words.
He felt hot in the face with embrassment, trying to hide it from her was imposible, so he didn't even try to.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 3, 2011 14:27:06 GMT 10
Isabella blinked. She wasn't sure what he was trying to say when he asked her if she realized something. She stared at him in a confused state. " No.. I don't what is wrong? " She then blinked some more. Wait! Maybe it was that he just did not really wish to be with her. She looked down to the water, now second guessing herself. Was she not pretty enough for him? She was having all these typical woman thoughts at the moment. Just what was he trying to say to her? Her small hand lifted from the water and pressed to his jaw and cheek. " What Jacob? Just tell me. Shesh."
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 3, 2011 14:48:06 GMT 10
He could see what she wasn't getting it. His eyes squeezed shut, frustrated for not feeling strong enough to say the words that would make sense to her. "I... I can't say it Bella." he turned redder yet again. He couldn't believe that he couldn't say it. He never used to be so shy about the thing he was trying to say. "I've never done it before" he looked down into the water, feeling stupid for trying to say the real words before, instead of saying something that was suggestive and similar to what he was trying to say.
He looked away, red in the face and embarrassed that he couldn't say what he meant. So much for the big Alpha act. He felt like a teenage kid, that didn't know a thing, but of course he did, too well thanks to the pack mind. He rolled his eyes at the thought.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 3, 2011 14:54:57 GMT 10
Isabella blinked and shook her head. Was that it? To her, that was nothing to be embarassed about. She trusted Jacob with her life. Nothing he could say would make her change her feelings for him. Not even having not done that before. She slowly started to back up out of the water, her hands reaching out to take his. " Come here.. let me show you something for a moment okay?"
She led him out of the water and to a dry spot where their clothing was. " Take a seat, please?" Her body was dripping droplets of water, her long sleeve shirt clinging mercilessly to her curved frame. Once he would settle down to sit, she moved to where he was sitting and lowered down into his lap. She did not care about either of them being wet, that was trival to her. She wrapped her arms around his neck and softly pressed her lips to his again. This time her kiss was filled with many deep emotions. Hunger, passion, and love. It was a mixture of it all. All that she had felt for him for so long. When she broke the kiss, she whispers. " Just go with how you feel within.."
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 3, 2011 15:25:39 GMT 10
He felt stupid for telling her, but he didn't want to disappoint her. He looked at her confused as her hand took his and started to go back towards the beach. He nodded silently and followed her onto the dry spot of the beach, doing as he was told to sit down. He sat on a stump, wondering what she was going to do. He noticed how her clothing was clinging to her body with dropplets of water dropping onto the sand below her.
He looked up to her with a slight smile lighting his face as she sat in his lap, wrapping her arms around his neck and kissed him with such passion he hadn't ever felt it before. His hands cupped her face, bringing her closer to him, kissing her harshly, nipping her lip and then licking it. He didn't know if it was possible for her to heal like he did if he hurt her, but he guessed that she would. She was after all a vampire. It wasn't like she was a human and breakable as one. "I love you Bella," he whispered, his mouth running along her jawline and then kissing and lick her neck.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 9, 2011 15:48:17 GMT 10
If Bella had known he felt stupid for her, she would of shaken her head at him. She never wished for such a feeling to come across. She loved Jacob. This was the man she used to play with as a kid. Nothing he could ever say would make her feel that way about him. Ever.
Now that she was resting in his lap, feeling his body against her chest and whatnot, she let the moment happen for itself. It was a moment she wished to relish for a long time. That even went for his deep harsh kissing. She was loving every moment of this with him. Her own kissing and touches continued. She kissed his lips and moved to his neck. Then back up along his jaw. Each of her kisses were deliberate and softly placed.
When Bella heard him speaking about his love for her, she paused long enough to look back into his eyes. She loved him. Always did. That was seen there. " Jacob, you have my love for all time. That will never ever change. I love you."
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 9, 2011 16:16:25 GMT 10
He looked up to her and smiled, hearing how she felt for him. He felt warmth and energy flow from his heart running through him as he listened to her.
He had always wondered if she had ever loved him since she had married Edward and he was glad to hear that she did, because nothing had ever changed for him since he was young. He still loved her the same way and always had, only that his feelings for her had grown even more. The only thing that had changed was Renesmee.
He sighed with joy, running his hand down her face, neck and body slowly with feather like touch, wanting to show her his passion that he was feeling for her.
He liked the feeling of her coldness against the heat of his body, it was something different to what he was used to. He moaned when he felt her lips on his neck and then wishing that she hadn't moved to his jaw.
His arm wrapped around her back, pulling her even closer to him, so he could feel all of her muscles against him. He loved how she reacted to him, and just the very thought brought a smug smile to his face, and his eyes darkened with lust.
"Bella..." he murmured against her ear, licking just below her ear as he spoke, running his hand down her body again, teasing her. He smiled against the skin of her neck and then gazed his teeth along her neck and shoulder, pulling her dripping clothing to the side of her arm, then nipping her newly exposed skin.
"Tell me what you want," he murmured with a dominate tone, looking up to her and catching her gaze with his darkened eyes, wanting to hear what her demands were of him and wanting to read her body language to what it wanted too. He didn't want her to hold back on him, and he was sure that was exactly what she would do with he probably been the more fragile of the two.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 10, 2011 1:38:59 GMT 10
Bella had never felt his touches and kisses in this fashion and was finding them enjoyable. She was with Jacob at the moment and happy and that was all she cared about. "Yes?" Bella murmured as she heard him call her name. As she wondered what he was thinking and wanting to say, she felt his licks along her neck and moaned out softly. She wished so many things at the moment as he body softly shivered in response. Feeling his teeth only heightened her desires and wished for him never to stop.
Her damp shirt was pulled a bit down her shoulder and arm exposing her alabaster skin. His nips to her skin once more making her moan against the side of his face as her small fingers clung to his body. Roaming and wanting not to miss his own feel of his skin against her own.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 10, 2011 5:20:22 GMT 10
"I am all your's. Do what you want with me. Just tell me what you want in return..." he murmured huskily in a low growl, hardly able to focus enough to speak the correct words and leaning into her body as she spoke.
A darkened smile came to his lips again, feeling her shiver under his touch. He truly did love how she reacted to him. He sighed deeply in pleasure of the feeling of her hands running over his chest and stomach.
"Lye back, he whispered against her lips, kissing her with a new intensity, keeping his arms around her waist, keeping her close as he could, not wanting her to leave him for a second.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jan 17, 2011 15:38:24 GMT 10
The truth of the matter was that she wished to do things to Jacob and with Jacob that she had never gotten to share with him. So many thoughts had been flooding her mind, she didn't know how to make sense of them and react to them. They didn't scare her by any means. She actually had welcomed each passing thought. She was with a man she had known for years. One that had always promised her her safety. One that had always promised her that he would love her, no matter what. Even now that she was married to another, she did not want to stop those feelings she for Jacob either. It might of been selfish, but she knew this was what was right, at this moment.
When Jacob told her to lay back, she sucked in a deep breath. It was so hard for herself to try and be calm when she wanted him so badly as she had. All thier touches and kisses was driving her insane to be perfectly honest. She did as he wished, flowing her body backwards in soft fluid-like motions so that she was laying flat against the ground between his legs. Her chest rising ans falling with each quick breath she took out of habit, not necessity. She looked up to him, waiting and watching, wondering what he was going to do. His hands at her waist felt and she hoped they'd not lift from her body.
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