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Post by Jacob Black on Mar 21, 2011 15:35:19 GMT 10
He couldn't help but laugh with her when she mentioned the vampire thing, He smiled crookedly down at her, thinking how beautiful she was. He thought how lucky he was to have her. "You still have a heart Bella, you just can't hear it, and I don't mind having a fang Bella or a clumsy Bella," he smiled. "I would take either." He held her gaze, as he kept on smiling crookedly. He just couldn't look away from her.
He thought of the quote of how the eyes were the windows to ones soul. He believed it, because he could see everything in her eyes. He could read her better than ever through her eyes now. He just wondered, if he was reading her right, or if he was reading himself. The side of his hand ran down the side of her face as he stayed silent, thinking.
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Post by Bella Swan on Mar 21, 2011 15:44:12 GMT 10
  
The clumsy me got a bit annoying at times though. At least to me it did. Do you remember that time when I hurt you with the door of the red truck? You and your dad had just brought it over for my dad to buy for me and we went to get in it.. I had opened the door and hit you with it? There had to be some times that her clumsiness was annoying. Just at least one time. She studied him a moment and then smiled brightly. She had so many memories of them together. Memories she'd never give up.
When she felt his hand sliding up her face, she turned her head in that direction and brushed her lips against his hand. The contrast of such heat pressed against her cool lips were something that couldn't be placed into words. She yearned for that warmth or at least sometimes she had. Like at times like this, with Jacob. More kisses met his palm and fingertips but her eyes didnt leave his. She could see he was thinking something. What is it that is on your mind, Jake?
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Post by Jacob Black on Mar 21, 2011 15:58:39 GMT 10
He smiled at the memory which she brought up. "Yeah, that I remember," he grinned. "I'm surprised that you do though. I thought that. . . you would have forgotten with, well you know. The new vampire mind? I thought you forgot everything from back when you were human." He was glad that all their memories together hadn't faded. He thought for sure there wouldn't be many memories left for her to remember of the two of them together, happy, human and simple. He miseed that. Things were just so hard and confusing now.
He sighed and closed his eyes at the feeling of her kissing his finger tips and palm. He loved the feeling of her lips against his skin. The coldness of her skin against the heat of his felt incredible to him. It was beyond words for him. He sighed, wanting to savour the moment. He wanted the moment to last forever.
His eyes reopened as she questioned to what was on his mind. He looked to her, hoping that he wouldn't be upsetting her by what he was really thinking about. "Everything. You, me, us. How I feel towards you."
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Post by Bella Swan on Mar 21, 2011 21:37:47 GMT 10
She lifted her head and eyed him a moment. I almost think you are expecting me to forget my past. I could never forget what we have shared Jake. You mean too much for me to ever forget, on any aspect. She looked deep inot his dark eyes a moment and then sighed. Her sigh was one of those happy, content filled ones. Even if it were for the time she shared with Jake right then, there was no doubt she was content and happy.
Bellas kisses didn't stop to his palm and fingers. She was clearly enjoying placing the small kisses to his palm and fingers. Just the closeness the two were sharing at the moment felt wonderful too. When he spoke that he was thinking about everything and the two of them, that just made her curiousity grow that much more. Can you go a bit more into detail? What about us? What is it Jake?
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Post by Jacob Black on Mar 21, 2011 22:00:57 GMT 10
"I did, to a point. I thought that you wouldn't be able to remember your human life, even if you wanted to. I didn't think that it was controlable to the point of remembering or forgetting. But . . . I'm glad you do remember." He looked to the side of them, thinking back to what things were like years ago. Even just after him becoming a werewolf, they were easier then to how it was now. He didn't understand or get how things had gotten so hard. He couldn't work out what changed everything.
He looked back to her, hearing her content sigh. He smiled at the feeling of her kisses upon his hand. His thumb brushed over her lips softly, while looking into her eyes. He heard her question, and looked away to think how to explain it to her so it made sense. Jacob wasn't one that easily put his thoughts together to made them make sense to someone else. He couldn't do it for the like of him. Whoever said a graphic memory was a good thing, doesn't have my graphic memory, he thought, shaking his head. He looked back to her, his hand sweeping slowly along her neck and down her chest to her stomach before stopping. He looked at her blindlessly while he thought. He sighed lightly and left his hand on her stomach as leant down on her,his ear to her stomach, hearing each of her breaths. "Is it detailed enough that your tempting me?" he asked with humour coating his voice as a smug smile came upon his lips. It was the only thing that came to his mind that made any sense to him and would make sense to her with detail. "I know right from wrong Bella, I do. But right now, I isn't meaning anything to me. All my thoughts are yelling out to me, what the hell?! Give up the pack life, give up everything for once and do what you want . . ." he trailed off before sighing again.
He couldn't believe just how easly it was now to say what he was thinking. "Do you remember when you asked me to run away with you, that night that I came to appologize? Before you knew what I was?" he looked up to her then, looking her in the eyes.
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Post by Bella Swan on Mar 21, 2011 22:13:34 GMT 10
I remember alot more things than you realize I do Jake. I can't forget nor do I want to. I remember our first kiss. I remember me hitting you one time because you got overly aggressive and kissed me and I hurt my hand because of it. I remember getting so mad because I wanted to deny loving and caring for you but you wouldn't let me because I was just seeing what I wanted to see and my want of being with Edward. She even remembered him telling the story of the cold ones. How everything had changed and she winded up marrying one of those cold ones, a vampire, and later having a child with him. There came another sigh of hers right then.
Tempting you to do what? If I was tempting you, why don't you just do what you want? She searched his eyes when she responded to that. Not sure if she was on the same page in thought with what he meant by that, but hoped she was or either she'd find out. One way or the other.
Her eyes shut a couple of seconds later. She was searching through her thoughts and memories to that time in question. She had almost forgotten about that until he brought it up. Eyes reopen and search for his. She gave him a nod of her head. I remember that, why? Once his head lowered on her stomach, hands lift to his hair and run through the shortened strands of hair.Occassionally she would grip it lightly in a grasp of her small hands and then release the hold.
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Post by Jacob Black on Mar 21, 2011 22:51:34 GMT 10
"Yeah, sorry about that," he murmured. "I have no idea what come over me that day . . . " he trailed off at that point, suddenly remembering the reason. "I guess, to a point, I just thought that I wouldn't have the same girl to kiss, even if you did choose me, after the wedding. I think I was affraid of not been able to kiss you . . . as a human." He visuallyshook his head, still not understanding what had come over him that day. It was still no excuse for what he had done. Stupid teenager
[/color] he thought, letting the thought go. He smirked at her question. He wondered if she was questioning him because she didn't know what he meant or if it was something else behind it. He looked to her from the corner of his eye. " What do you think your tempting me to do?" he asked smugly. " I'm a very suggestive person Bella, just ask Embry or Quil. I get teased constandtly about it," he chuckled, before thinking about her question about doing what he wanted. He hadn't even thought about that. He didn't even know why. " I don't know why," he finally answered after a long moment of silence. " I guess that I'm just not used to getting my way," he chuckled, trying to make light of things. Hearing a morning bird calling out above them, he looked up to the sky, seeing that it was lighting into a light purple. He was lost in both thought the sky and the feeling of her hands going through his hair, until she spoke. He had to think back to what he had said to answer her. He leant up, looking her in the eyes, wanting a truthful answer. " Would you still . . . run away with you?" he asked in a deep tone. [/size][/blockquote] |
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Post by Bella Swan on Mar 21, 2011 23:05:17 GMT 10
Bella thought on some of the things he was saying to her. She answered the most serious of the questions and comments first. This being the one about running away with him. Her eyes didn't leave his, but she did momentarily stop running fingers through his hair. Could we go anywhere in the world Jake? Somewhere it could just be me and you? Somewhere I can lay in your arms for all eternity and just talk with you for countless hours? Somewhere and doing something like they were right then? Things in that hopeful state of dreaminess would be so perfect. She'd have her best friend. She'd have her lover. She'd have peace of mind. She couldn't ask for anything more.
I have a question now, would you always want to kiss me and hold me in this place if we ran off together? I don't mean just any type of kiss Jake. I mean a deep and hunger filled type of kiss. One that came from not only your heart, but from your soul within? A kiss so deep that it hadn't been shared by one another, except being similar to that time years back on that snow top peak.God the emotions she felt that day and time!
Then, just as suddenly as she felt that happiness, she closed her eyes. Something was on her mind and bothered her. The sharing of one another intimately always seemed to plague her thoughts. It was something the two never shared but should of. Maybe it would put thier relationship in a better perspective for both. A sigh slipped free and she turned her head to the side. She glanced to the grass once she opened her eyes. Dreams. She seemed to be living a dream or wanting a dream. Where was the line of reality for herself. Or even for Jake?
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Post by Jacob Black on Mar 21, 2011 23:36:50 GMT 10
Hearing her speak of that world he wanted to run off to, seemed too good. It felt like they were already there when she spoke of it. His eyes closed as he imagined the world she spoke of. It was what he wanted. His eyes reopened and he leant onto his side, holding her gaze. "Anywhere you want. We can go anywhere, be anything and do anything. It is what I want Bella." He looked to her with serious eyes, wanting her to know just how serious he was. He loved the idea with finally been with her forever. There wouldn't be anything to worry about, there wouldn't be anything to fear of or think of. He wouldn't have to worry about been a alpha anymore. He would be free, with her.
Hel ooked up to her when she said she had a question for him. Within the first sentence of her question, he already had an the answer for her. He didn't need to think about it, even for one second, but still he let her finished. "You mean a kiss simular to this?" he leant down on her, brushing his lips over hers, licking her bottom lip, before capturing it between his and kissing her with just a teasing amount of passion he could show her without losing control over his actions. He wanted to show her just how much he had to offer her, without the full extent. He pulled away after a long moment, looking her in the eyes, a smile came to his face. "If you mean a kiss like that, but with more passion and heart, then yes. I will forever." he murmured, brushing his lips over hers again before lying back against her stomach like he had been before.
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Post by Bella Swan on Mar 23, 2011 3:09:04 GMT 10
Bella stared at Jake. He had said anywhere she wanted. That they could do anything. She wondered if he really meant such words. To Bella those words she had spoken, even as she said them in that airy dreamy state, she would of loved nothing better than to run off with him. She let her eyes close as she pictured some place with Jake. Where they could be themselves and had no stress. An unhibited island somewhere. Just a small hut to live in and the necessities they need would be enough for her really. She had him, which would of been the most important thing - so nothing else would matter. With a soft sigh, she opened her eyes.
She felt his kiss and touch along her lips. She moaned out lightly towards him. His kisses were fantastic to her. Exceptional to be honest. One hand lifted to his shoulder and the other ran through his hair. The kiss came to its end moments later and she couldn't help but to frown. She hated it when thier kisses ended and she didn't bother to hide that at the moment. Yes I mean a kiss like that, but so much more. So much emotion and fire in it that it burns through both of us. Her eyes held tightly onto his.
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Post by Jacob Black on Mar 23, 2011 3:27:36 GMT 10
He smirked at her when he saw her frown after he leant away. He knew she wanted more. He could see it so easily in her face and eyes. "That wasn't even a quarter of what I'm capable of Bella," he said in a dark tone, brushing his hand slowly over the skin of her stomach in front of his graze while thinking. He thought about where they might go. He couldn't get the picture in his mind. He didn't care if they were in ice, heat, snow, sand, forest, water, as long as he was with her and only her, sharing their passion for one and other just like it should be.
He loved her more than anything in the world, and he wanted to show her that. It would mean the world to him to show her that passion he has had for her since he was little, in their own little place, alone at last and free. That to him was paradise. His idea of heaven.
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Post by Bella Swan on Mar 23, 2011 3:44:47 GMT 10
Bellas brows went up instantly. Not even a quarter of what he could do, he said. She reached down for his sides and tried to tickle him a bit. But its all that you shown me! I want more of course! Her laughter coming out shown Jake how happy she was at the moment. She tried to continue on tickling, or finding the spot spot that he was ticklish at.
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Post by Jacob Black on Mar 23, 2011 3:59:02 GMT 10
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At first he sighed at the feeling of her hands running down his side, but then her touch got a little too light. He bit back at the laughter that he felt coming. He didn't want to show that a so called Alpha was ticklish and always had been since he was little. He was often teased by Quil and Embry with the whole ticklish thing, but other than them knowing, no one else but his sisters did. He liked it that way. He heard her speak and wanted to answer, but he couldn't as her hand run just below his rib cage. "Not the ribs!" he shouted and laughed, leaning to the side, but it onlu allowed her better access to his sides no matter which way he turned. "Damn it Bella! Stop! Your killing me!"
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Post by Bella Swan on Mar 28, 2011 15:30:51 GMT 10
Not the ribs were the wrong thing to tell Bella. She took it only as an open invitation. She lifted up so she could get better support of her weight and then reached up to his ribs. She went right for the spot that seemed the most ticklish on Jake. Fingers worked at tickling him hard as she leaned in to kiss him again lightly against the corner of his lips. And what if I don't want to stop Jake. What about that?
Suddenly this whole thing had her laughing as well. It was so much fun to be with Jake and be as a person once again and not some vampire girl or something of the like. She was what she was with him. She was herself.
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Post by Jacob Black on Mar 28, 2011 15:43:46 GMT 10
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He knew the instant he said not the ribs that he would play for it, and he did. She knew just where he was most ticklish and it hurt. There were tears in his eyes as she kept tickling him harder and harder. He tried to get away from her many times, but it was impossible. She had him under her spell. He felt her lips on the corner of his lips and sighed at the feeling, the only thing that had distracted him from her tickling. He couldn't think clearly.
He heard her question him on if she didn't want to stop tickling him. He hadn't even consittered that she would be able to tickle him forever. "Damn it Bella," he laughed. "I would find away, somehow, of stopping you!" he laughed, rolling to one side and then the other, trying to get away from her, but it was impossible. She was too quick for him. He could hear her laughing and loved that she was laughing with him.
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